Infertility awareness week a year later.

Infertility awareness week a year later.

Last hear I wrote about my journey to having Z you can catch that here, this year it’s completely different. This time last year I was already on my hormones ready for embryo transfer, as we know that didn’t work out, again you can read that one here. This...
Made today day with a difference

Made today day with a difference

7 years ago Z was made, every year since he was born we’ve celebrated made today Day. I wrote about the whole day here if you wanted to read about that chapter of our life before Z! 10th Feb, it’s always an emotional day, how far we went to get our little...
The hopes and dreams

The hopes and dreams

This weekend was your due date. I’m pretty certain if you had made it you’d have been here by now. To believe it’s been nine months. Nine months of living lives. For those few days when people said oh I’m sorry you were thought of. Those few...
Ohana

Ohana

Today I should have seen you for the first time. Two of you maybe one. Today will be a little empty, being places I was not meant to be. Last night I dreamt that I was in the scan room, Z running around with me. I saw your flashing heart beat and you wiggling away. My...
1 in 4 the same number two very different meanings.

1 in 4 the same number two very different meanings.

This maybe hard to read, this was hard to write. This was written through some tears, some sitting in the waiting room, with anger and sadness with grief and being emotionally and physical drained but also with that percentage of being thankful for what I have. I...

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