by Jo Cooksey | Oct 1, 2018 | ivf, Miscarrige
So October is baby loss and miscarriage awareness month. Where people light candles and share posts on social media. I know I did without knowing how hard being that 1 in 4 is. Z who up until May, I wasn’t 100% certain but you can’t go through a confirmed...
by Jo Cooksey | Jun 9, 2018 | ivf
Today I should have seen you for the first time. Two of you maybe one. Today will be a little empty, being places I was not meant to be. Last night I dreamt that I was in the scan room, Z running around with me. I saw your flashing heart beat and you wiggling away. My...
by Jo Cooksey | May 24, 2018 | ivf
This maybe hard to read, this was hard to write. This was written through some tears, some sitting in the waiting room, with anger and sadness with grief and being emotionally and physical drained but also with that percentage of being thankful for what I have. I...
by Jo Cooksey | Apr 28, 2018 | ivf
To be honest I think working where I was at the time was how we knew. Working as a nanny for a gynaecologist you just start chatting away. Was asked did I want children in the future etc, conversation most probably went umm not too sure, I suppose so when I’m a...
by Jo Cooksey | Oct 12, 2017 | ivf
After discussing this over breakfast this week I thought I’ll write this as I’ve never actually told my story and if course it’s a huge part of all our lives. I’ve never hidden the fact Z is an ivf baby. Before having Z of course I read, I researched, I looked at all...
by Jo Cooksey | Jan 24, 2017 | ivf
This one is a little bit different from me, other different posts I’ve published on other blogs. This one is part of me, in turn maybe effecting Z, so felt now was a good time to start writing as it’s five years to the date I since I started my ivf...
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