Self Identity – who am I?

Who am I? This time last year I applied or is that the wrong word! For an autism diagnosis for myself. I’ve thought about it for awhile. The online tests came back seek a gp appointment. After going back to education I saw how different I was from others in my class....

Piggy bank theory.

The more I’m finding out about myself the more I’m trying to make sense out of basically life! Why could before I manage things that I seem to really struggle with now the older I get? Silly things like going back to uni to the teacher not there and not knowing who...

Failed

Today I failed. Me, me as a person. I was suppose to be going away for my dads birthday as a surprise. My nerves were in bits all week, I’ve hardly eaten but didn’t put two and two together until today. I was stressing about Z about the dog, about a strange house. So...

I’m back!

I seem to have taken a massive break over the pandemic. Things closed, so many things in place meant it was difficult to go anywhere so I just turned to logging it all via Facebook. I need to start writing again. So much have really changed. This pandemic has taught...
Needs must

Needs must

I rang school to see if Z could have a place today. I can give him all the sensory things he needs, can supply him with flour, rice, water, I can give him different swings for his sensory needs, a weighted blanket, a light up bath, a drive in the car but I cannot give...

Five years of going in every direction!

Time hop reminded me that 5 years Z had his official diagnosis. Five years have flown and we’ve gone in so many different directions since then. Sometimes I feel like we’re never going forward, that we’re on a boat in the middle of the ocean and going no where. Then I...

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